at 18, reality on how hard it is to survive in this cruel world, hits me. seeing people who work so hard everyday just to get some money for their food the next day, seeing people who still smile even after a longg day of tiring work which gives out only a small pay, can still smile and help others. the sight of all this makes me so sad and i really want to help them. they deserve more. at 18, i know that God is close to me and He loves me.
at 18, i know now that i am born as an average person, i am not the best but i am one of the good ones. alhamdulillah (all praises be unto Allah)
at 18, every little scene that occurs to my eyes made me think deeply about it. it'll teach me a certain lesson or leave me a deep scar. i have always been reminded to stay close to the present and not drift too far back or too far ahead.