Tell me
How would I love a guy who doesn't love himself
Tell me
How would he love me, after everything else

Tell me
Why would I settle with a guy who gives me troubles than peace
Sometimes- always I ask,
How did she last on you?
Is it her patience?
Am I too impatient?
But the truth I fear to face
Is it because it's you and it's her?

Is it because it's me and not her?

Tell me, from the very first moment you laid eyes on me
Was it her?
Was it her you saw in me
That all these time you played blind and I played dumb

Dumb to the thought of being played
Like a puppet in this hilarious comedy show
Comedy to you
Tragedy to me

Dumb to the thought of me playing on the other side of the board
Thinking player two, that this was a game of push and pull
Little did this dumb head know
That this was only a game of push and push

Push and push
And I never had a move
Because it was just you all along
A one sided, player one game of hearts

You pushed and pushed me between your beautiful gifted fingers
You pushed and rocked this dumb head
Making me think that this dizziness was happiness
That the hurt can only hurt so good

That no worries, it's just a game of fun , my dear
My dear little fluffy bird
Fluffy, adorable..
Isn't that how you open your sentence then come along the lies?

Isn't that how you called me- fooled me
Making me feel like this tiny creature
Adorable as ****, you little fluffy thing~
That all along I thought was cute

Cute in size, yes
So you could fiddle
Toss and twitch and wrench
The remaining pieces of me

Pieces of me that I entrusted to you
To your beautiful gifted hands
The same hands that played the my heart
The same heart that never learned.