Dec 2016
Peace by peace they seam to fall little by little the never gain it all,
reaching up for something that will never be, under the madness see them all fall,\
breath to air water to rain,
] those dark wonderful night that I seam to never find killing me slowly with the burning flames that once was there,
trying to find what it is that make me run from all the wonderful things , but to only want that bad dark side,
the blood that run deep with in the bitter side of my soul,
is nothing more but cold black pain there is no red any more
but a frozen blue ice that stabs me every time I run thou this path
that I find to never break from,
its a sad but true story of this nightmare that wont stop hunting my dreams at night
believe it is real to only the eyes of the one who dreams at night and as well as day,
my heart is rip from one end to another and seams to not ever be fix,
the holes of the threads that tries to hold it together are endless stings that are burn along
the way of death that is standing close by me waiting to see my self fall apart, the torches that it has on me every day that I am living is so so painful that I should just take the next bluet that is right there in arm reach, the gun is give to me and only me to find the other side of this ****** up world that walk everyday that goes buy.
There I stand in the dark looking at the window that use to shine and I cant seam to find the light, so cold it seams to be as the darkness find me gain alone and afraid but there are no tears that falls from my eyes that once looked at you, my body is there unable to move nor less breath bluer then I have ever been as my hand tries to fell my face but the hands that once was your and mind to hold at night just broke off from my body that is all yours,
just like glass that breaks so will I all in to little peices of nothing more but melted ice in this dark frozen time of this living hell that will never let me be free from everything that once was.
Baby cakes 2016/31/10
reaching up for something that will never be, under the madness see them all fall,\
breath to air water to rain,
] those dark wonderful night that I seam to never find killing me slowly with the burning flames that once was there,
trying to find what it is that make me run from all the wonderful things , but to only want that bad dark side,
the blood that run deep with in the bitter side of my soul,
is nothing more but cold black pain there is no red any more
but a frozen blue ice that stabs me every time I run thou this path
that I find to never break from,
its a sad but true story of this nightmare that wont stop hunting my dreams at night
believe it is real to only the eyes of the one who dreams at night and as well as day,
my heart is rip from one end to another and seams to not ever be fix,
the holes of the threads that tries to hold it together are endless stings that are burn along
the way of death that is standing close by me waiting to see my self fall apart, the torches that it has on me every day that I am living is so so painful that I should just take the next bluet that is right there in arm reach, the gun is give to me and only me to find the other side of this ****** up world that walk everyday that goes buy.
There I stand in the dark looking at the window that use to shine and I cant seam to find the light, so cold it seams to be as the darkness find me gain alone and afraid but there are no tears that falls from my eyes that once looked at you, my body is there unable to move nor less breath bluer then I have ever been as my hand tries to fell my face but the hands that once was your and mind to hold at night just broke off from my body that is all yours,
just like glass that breaks so will I all in to little peices of nothing more but melted ice in this dark frozen time of this living hell that will never let me be free from everything that once was.
Baby cakes 2016/31/10
