I'm still waiting for the night
when your face isn't the skeletal
structure holding my entire being up


and your smile isn't the blood
flowing through my veins
keeping this ******* body of mine
functioning


the one night


when I'll be fine and the
realization that the throb
of missing you isn't fused
into my heart forever


but tonight is not that night


and i lay w a i t i n g
-DDF