everyday i die a little inside
everyday i put a smile on my face
waiting for the chance when i don't have to pretend.

that chance is that special day
once a month, or one in three weeks
that day specially marked for you.

this is the day when i can just let everything loose.
the day when i NEVER have to pretend
because i'm with my best friend.

everything is bottled up inside me
waiting
waiting.

it explodes the day before
when you say you can't come.
when i realize that i can't take this mask off.

i just need someone to trust
but there's nobody
just you and only you.
my best friend in the entire world.

i miss you
i need you
can't you just listen?