i don't understand
how you can go on
like nothing happened
i want to know
is it killing you inside?
because it killed me
you killed me
my spirit is gone
and you took it
why?
why'd you do it?
im shattered
and you walked it off
like you are innocent
but we both know
you're not
and now I'm dead
my body is functioning
but my mind
is long gone
like my spirit
i screamed
but you held my mouth shut
i cried
and tried to wipe away
the tears
but i wonder
do you not see me
as a person
or someone with a family
why'd you do it?
why'd you **** me?
what are you thinking?
does it **** you?
does it circulate your brain
over and over
and over?
is it all you think about?
does it make you cry
at all times of the day
does it make you proud
are you tough now?
are you macho?
tell me
why you thought
you could hold me down
and pry my legs open
while still covering
my mouth
so that no one could hear
i want to know
why?