I finally released all the tensions between tendons like silent nuclear bombs The only time I could let go of the wheel and renounce control because I never wanted it anyway
I never screamed without hearing myself but even if the sound had fled to supposed other dimensions no one would know because the aftermath was devastating
I knew if I held my eyes shut in that flash of desolation I could have been somewhere else and according to that twacked out philosopher I would be
Iād be sleeping in the dark bright as a 30-watt bulb hesitantly lifting the blinds waiting for a black herring to glide through scorching smoke and grasp a lung with an iron grip so I could inhale another stab of monoxide