When the dark cloud descended on me,
And I shattered from the inside out,
J'ai perdu, mon raison d'etre.
All the pieces that were once me, were
Wet with all the tears I never cried when,
All the time I was so close by your side, making life so hard.

Even then I could not see your honesty.

Once the chaos of my choices left me,
I could see what I needed more than most,
I was left with the awareness and blunt reality,
You were the only good thing till eternity.

Is there a love out there, in you, that can forgive this fool.
I am still waiting for answers, still in pieces, so hurt and unaware.

You needed me and I chose a distant road,
The same old road I, had chose before, now broken
and cracked like pavement, I treated you like a tarnished token,
though you trusted me your friends all said"Beware!"

You wanted nothing more from me than to listen and hold your hand
The fear in me filled up like a selfish pool,
The way you lived, was your message, more than your words,
You loved me!

Is there a love out there, in you, that can forgive this fool,
I am still waiting for answers, still in pieces, so hurt and unaware.

You needed me, I chose a distant road
The same old road I, had chose before, now broken
and cracked like pavement, I treated you like a tarnished token,
though you trusted me your friends all said"Beware!"

You heard the voice you trusted most...
calling through the door
left opened in
my heart,
just...
two steps,
and you were gone.