John and his insecurity his kindness including us all ‘isn’t he a bit like you and me?’ lurching around in the dusk grown restless all he needs all he seeks all he wants is all that he writes for is all that he sings desperately about with crying eyes beneath a bloated neck and a ragged sprawl of hair the girl the woman the ocean child with the fire off the reef seashell eyes windy smile holds me how can I live without knowing that somewhere in the world John Lennon is alive? knowledge that flooded incessant days with magic a relationship triggered by the simple word ‘yes’ something positive an upsurge for once in a belonely time buried ‘neath concrete in Central Park while I get the feeling elsewhere a smile a dance a quietly strummed guitar a girl a circle drawn