Distracted by those around me
Their reactions is all that i want to see
The caring mind of what others may think
Im blinded by their thoughts there is no need to blink
for i am a man with constant depression
too afraid to tell the truth or a true confession
At times so destructive and with no intent
I have no help no one to help me vent
Im not perfect i am no king
My flaws are painful with every sting
Im weakened and it tears me apart
For every ending their becomes a new start
So i have learned throughout my years
but on occasion i shed many tears
When the pain starts i shall wait for the restart
For i am human with my sober heart