let it go it's hard life isn't a relationship child it's not about that it's about you you are beautiful and you will find love again should you not look for it but let it come love isn't something you can demand out of someone it is given it is like waiting for rain it doesn't come when you want it it comes when it comes and it goes when it goes you will be okay you've gone through so much worse so so much worse i know because I know you because i am like you too i've cried over losing someone i loved and i've grown from it i've come through, scared, bruised, and sore but I've come through and i've been better for it. you will too