tearing up the roots that once held me stuck to the surface of the earth
is easier at night when no one can see
spread-eagled on cold hallways. wandering the house, almost tripping on the stairs before realizing
i was bleeding from the fingernails i pried at for too long
when feelings and thoughts become one and tell me I'm wrong again and again I want to believe against obsession that I didn’t this time and I won’t the next.
i keep searching the skies for my rocket ship take me to the quiet space where I can remember how small I want to be
when feelings and thoughts become one and tell me I'm wrong again and again I want to believe against obsession that I didn’t this time and I won’t the next.