Words could not phrase how grateful I am,
How truely moved,
By your kindness,
Graced with your presence in my life.
But I am a human,
And doubt myself.
Whether or not you care as much for me,
Or if I'm even worth your effort to begin with.
These thoughts are everyday worries,
But now another comes into play.
I am inexperienced in love.
My first kiss has yet to Grace my lips,
But I am a terrified mouse.
Not because I doubt my feelings for you.
You're the greatest thing to ever happen to me.
But because I do not beleive I deserve your adoration.
The sweet words that pour from your mouth,
The flirtatious moments that work against me to ****** my heart,
Or what's left of it,
The consideration and worry,
And constant effort to make sure I'm happy and comfortable.
You are a gem,
Too priceless for me to own.
Too valuable to be under my jurisdiction.
And now when lovingly asked if I'd be okay with being kissed,
I cant help but freeze up.
Embarrassment over what may be my first kiss,
And doubts over whether I even derserve something so special from you,
Fill my mind and drive me to speechless-ness.