Anger has me in a place of despair Sadness is an everyday occurence it leaves me empty and bare Depression is something i hide behind a smile Happiness is something i havent felt in while Fear corrupts my mind for what is to come Love is painful it leaves me numb My emotions have a hold on me Look into my eyes and tell me what exactly you can see I feel lost and alone no one to communicate with All my life the feelings i showed were a myth When I smiled I was sad when I laughed I cried I hide all my real pain on the inside True Emotions are hard to reveal So the emotions you see are just an allusion they were never real