I cut into chicken parm, a massacre with fancy china. A crusty napkin blots my eyes, wipes the juice that drips from my mouth. Beyond the curtains, car tires lead a small river from the rising puddles on the concrete. Stupid ******* brain cells drawing pictures in my mind; cats cradle between the memories and the now. fourth of july neurons going crazy in my skull spitting rain and crashing thunder down my cheeks.