Both my body and my mind have been grind- - ing away with each, and every, passing day. I feel, as though, I oughta go to find - some lonesome mudhole within which to lay. I haven't replied to my girl in four days... - and when I do: I know not what to say. "Hey- I'm sorry that I haven't been around. The woes, in my mind, have piled to a mound; - it's hard for me to stand it anymore. Yes- my mind has become, so very, sore- - from all o' the over sighted thinking. Yes- the heart, in this chest, it is sinking- - when I think of the current state of Earth. I'm more aware & clear than upon birth- - but, I must ask: with the bitterness brought- - What is the worth?"