I would love to learn how to waltz before I die because that will make my dance into the ocean that much more unbelievable, remarkable, dramatic.
I'll be most endearing as I move against the tide twirling with oxygen as my beautiful partner; she acts with finesse and is unbending in the moonlight, predicting my next moves and graces into the ice cold dark of the sea.
The water is soft and encouraging at first, supporting my moves without question. As it deepens to my legs then chest then chin it fights my gentle rhythms with ferocity Oxygen keeps dancing on the surface. Why won't she keep dancing with me?
She bids me àdieu rather harshly as my head finally goes under, and the music blaring from my phonograph on the shore is drowned out. I hear the rushing of a billion bubbles, yet my open eyes see only black.
What was once a dance is now a march without beat as I continue ahead the iron shackles I wrapped my legs with seem to be the only glint of light in the shades of blue that ought to be black that envelope all of my sight.
When the music died my will to ended as well. I want nothing more than to drink tea on my patio my record player off the shore and near to me.
I wretch and I turn, my eyes set direct on the surface where I see the moon filled to brimming with jade milk. I reach to the greened moon, but never come back up.