my bare feet greet particles of sand on the hardwood i pull the refrigerator open and scavenge for something refreshing and i rip a lightly spotted banana off it’s bunch. “did you sleep last night?” my mother’s coffee bubbles and spatters in the *** black caffeine pours into a round white mug with a splash of half and half and a complementary swig of sugar. “no.” i dab a napkin over an orange spot on my light tee shirt the morning sunlight brightens me as it reflects off the table a chilled breeze makes the grass’s dew shiver, and it creeps into the kitchen.