Make myself cold
keep myself numb
you try to crack my shell
but i don't want to open myself up to you!
get that through your head!
i make myself cold
to keep you away
i make myself numb
to not feel you control me
unfeeling and freezing
i don't feel human

NO! i have to be real!
I can feel it...
I have to be a person!
i won't lock myself up because of you.
I realize it's not me keeping me numb,
it's your control
making me cold.
well now i REFUSE YOU!
I won't STAND for this!
you won't control me anymore, because
I'M NOT NUMB!