we don't know our own minds
if we did....
our minds cant connect
if they did....
IF is what sets us apart
and yet we still live in a fantasy
many don't get what goes through my mind
I'm good at what i perceive to be normal
but normal isn't what I need
to panic is weakness and to watch it is pathetic
when we are restricted its chaos
unrestricted is unknown
why is are there rules, guidelines are paths to deprivation of life
I cant express enough the overwhelming questions that are always going to be unanswered to the point where it answers itself
I found it
and i cant recollect how I came about
my story starts before
before i could tell
so my story ends up with one that is greater
in myself i feel stronger
I understand myself more than ever
and the possibilities are incredible
when i break things down i realize whats there and it seems so easy
the world ticks
people move on
this will only be a land mark
just a land mark in their mind but
they don't know
its over their heads
to the point were I am alone
alone...