I lie to myself and say happiness isn't a place
but I'm finding out that it is nowhere
and maybe that's why I find my mind
jumping from destination to destination
in my daydreams
or why I can't sit still for a second
because I always need to be on the move
if I sit still
I think
and thinking isn't good
so I plan out escapes and paths I could take
but I find myself in the presence of
nowhere
I am not going anywhere
but I want to be everywhere at once
but if I stay for too long
soon that place will become another
nowhere
I don't belong anywhere
I am uncomfortable
unless I am
nowhere