If you were here, everything would be differnt. i would smile more, Laugh more generally be happy more. Life's changed, Ive changed. I will never forget the day i lost you, it was and still is the worst day of my life. I may not be able to see you but i know your still here, i guess that gives me some sort of closure. The things i have seen scared my mind, but i have learnt to deal with it. I get stonger and stronger everyday.