im going to rip her apart
im going to shatter her glass heart
step close to her and stoop down to
the most tragically beautiful piece of art
the most jagged piece of the painting
and even if the artist hates me
pick it up
grasp it tight for days
until blood drips down its face
turn it on my self, pluge it into my chest
and twist
if i cant save her then
only God can save me from this
breaking her heart will **** her
killing her will **** me
slowly or quickly
a knife across an artery
or the slow decay of the guilty

i want to live loving madly
and so sadly
i must let her go
not knowing, but hoping
just gently is enough
enough for her to live free
enough for her to love see
enough that she'll forget me
when she's waking when she's sleeping
Lord even if it breaks me
i go willingly