i tell you it's not a game how no thoughts are needed no tricks, no plans just roll the die, and see where it takes you
i tell you, you belong to the numbers nothing but chance and percentages nothing but pieces moving and coming into play
you tell me we need more games that involve strategizing, that involve twists and turns and less pieces
i tell you the experience is all in the art it's all about finding out where the end is it's not always about winning i say and yet you play on recklessly
you and i, we're nothing but chance friday encounters nothing but brief walks from here to there nothing but lingering stares in the lobby nothing but car rides from houses where the games are far more complicated and far more well thought of than two dice rolling on a playing board
there's nowhere to go from where we began yet i would be lying to myself if i said i didn't feel a little flutter in my heart when i saw you waiting outside the door for me to step outside
we took one last walk on the day when he was buried one last march outside strolling the other way and you turned to me and said you felt it too
here's a little placeholder till i find the inspiration to actually write this poem in the way that i want it to go. please don't read this yet. it's just a jumble of ideas. it'll come....soon i hope.