Boys always fawn Only for a moment They say it's something they feel And stupid me I think it's real This is the cause of my torment It created a hate so strong I don't know what to do I innately know something's wrong But I don't want to make it right It started with a boy He seemed so sure I thought his feelings were pure He was in love Just for a moment Then he wasn't That's when this hate came to be I'm letting this hate This darkness encase me