when you called to cancel
i was already in the parking lot
still i stayed around
drinking for whatever, i forgot
someone shouts "last call!"
so here's to the end of days
all the maybe memories
and the things we never got to say
the problem with attention
is that no one ever gets enough
until a "best night ever"
ends with fists and handcuffs
there's no such thing
as an ordinary life
but i wanted to die on my feet
i wanted this to be a legendary night