Why? I don't know why. I was a friend and then a lover back to a friend then I was nothing because you left. Now you are back and I let the past in my head. All I remember are the moments when we were lovers, nothing else. Why? I don't know know why, I wish I did. I feel ashamed, guilty, and sad. I can't let go of what we had even though it was brief, those memories of us no longer exist in you but in me they still live on. Why? I can't explain why. I just wish i could move on but when I do, you come back again, it haunts me it tears me apart I should just rid you of my life, but I can't... I just can't. Why? You know why, because deep down I still care for you, I still love you. Why? Because the moments you smile, reminds me of the happiness we shared, the moments when you laugh reminds me of what fun we had, the way you talk to me is just the same when we were lovers but now I just know there are no feeling behind it. I want to change who I am. Why? For you, you use to say I was sweet and kind but that didn't keep you, I just wish to be what you even if it is some I hate, I will do it for you, I just miss you, I miss the past, the past of what we use to be