I miss being able to have you when I needed someone the most A left behind lover waiting for word from the coast it's like when you lose something you lose everything am I right? and when you have that something you feel you have everything am I right? it feels like I have had my insides torn out I'm left to bleed I can't take back what I said but I wouldn't be acting like this if I meant any of it before I felt I had the whole world behind me but now I feel it crashing on my ******* shoulders