I lay here night after night, as I fight these demons, I've lost all my might, but you seem okay, and say everything's alright.  but I know your out doing your own thing, like a sailor lost at see, only to follow the wind.  these waters get higher, as the tides come in.  it's only time now, do I sink or swim. I tell myself I'm stronger than this, but it's the pain I just can't dismiss.  I'm taking in water, my lungs   are at risk.  will I sink or swim, when will I find bliss.