tears threaten me, hold me against my will. guilt takes my innocence and leaves my heart completely still. i've been broken, i've been abused, i've been neglected. i've been a breaker, i've been an abuser, i neglected you. with every empty promise i made, i really thought i'd keep them. turns out, plans seem to change, and history has a tendency to repeat itself. am i right, athena child? i don't know what i have for you, but i never had hate for you, and i never will. i have no right to come back, so i'll just stay right here. and hope, that one day, things will change. i miss my best friend. but he'll never miss me.
i have no right to hate you, but you have every right to hate me. i have no right to beg you to stay, and you have every right to leave.