You can be cloak or you can be dagger. You cannot be both; the actor and the action. The hand, holding the hand? One foot washes the other? The hand washing the water. This is what we're headed for.
You want the careful parts careless. And you want parents to be their only child. And raise them. You want madness because you can't think of an answer, but it's fine because you have all the time in the world. Where are you hiding it all?
You say time is a clock because you're a **** for metaphors But a clock is just a counter. Go count the cars that go by outside and then tell me how many are yours. Go count the pretty girls in the back of magazines. Then tell me what's it's like to not be alone.
There are no rules on this stuff written inside of stones, like geodes and hieroglyphs in unsealed tombs. These are not traditions, handed down so gently like hairlines, These are not heirlooms wrapped in fine wax and tissue. You will not find this in direct-order mailers. There is no slot in the card catalog, There are no old wives, no urban legends or gossip. It's not a secret. It's not a even a thought. It's simple.
You can be the instinct or you go de-evolve. Back to the single cell back into the primordial, lay around the house spend all day playing with yourself Stimulus! Response! That old hole in the bucket song; Did you look inside? Did you see change, or feel it ***? The world doesn't stay a world because you think it might collapse. And life isn't worth living because it's hard.
You can be fight or you can be flight or you can be a rabbit hole in the hat.