Found - Part I

I think about what we
could see together,
the places we could
visit out there, all the
wonders waiting to be
watched, whisking me
away from reality, the
pain of normality and
grasping my hand,
everything floating
in perfect peacefullness.

Before you, I was worthless,
I didn't smile, didn't sing,
So bored with the world
I let it take me over, blinded
by the grey that imagination
was killed and couldn't see,
worlds that needed to be
explored.

I came to you, hurt,
Lost and lonely, little
did I realise, you were
the same, in need of
someone, someone's
company, friendship, love.

Two people don't have anything
in common, except their unhappiness,
Opposites attract, Fate, Destiny
Something to explain the tension,
Something to explain the feelings.

If I were older, you younger,
A winning combination,
I see the stares you sometimes
give, when you hold me, you
squeeze a little too tight,
I begin to wonder, do you want
more?

I am dreaming like a girl
So in love with a wrong world,
One not meant for me, I
begin holding onto something
that never had the strength to
stand, living a life you didn't know
existed had consequences.

It's taking me far away,
from those who care,
those affected by my
choices, yet they suffer,
They spend their lives
waiting, and I spend mine?
Living.

You send me away,
Keep me honest,
I come back,
I always come back.

It's your heart
I've been seeking,
Your eyes I need,
Your arms I have
been yearning for,
So confident, but
when it comes to
the things that matter
Silent.

Every now and then,
You run,
into a state of depression,
Never letting in,
Could make the bravest
men feel fear, send
cold shivers down my spine,
Just the sound of your
Voice.

You think you know
what's best for me, for us,
You shield yourself from this,
to stop the hurt, yet you're
already in too deep,
Pulling away now would
hurt even more, you and
I.

Lost - Part II

My head pounds,
My heart is beating,
A new rhythm trying
to stay alive,
How can I live, when
half is gone? You
fade away taking it
with you, I was so drunk
on your smile, too
stupid to notice.

We were/are both alone,
We could have been,
Together. Forever.
You fixed me, when
you were a broken man
Hearts can be mended,
I healed yours.

Hope? That's the only
Thing I now have,
Only thing I can ever have,
Love? Never can I start
Fresh, you will always be
The One.

I like to believe you find it hard,
I need you to be happy, but I
Will always possess you,
Just like you control me,
You'll find your own way,
They'll all follow you, whilst
I live, half of me dead.

Waiting? You have no idea,
Days have become minutes,
Worthless and stupid,
No content, nothing accomplished,
No need.

The times my eyes close,
The times I begin to dream,
Is the only oppurtunity,
I see your face, those chocolate
eyes, and your voice, my
Name in whispers.

Repair - Part III

I see you first from a distance,
Your thin posture, big hair,
I can't feel my bones,
I need to stare, for a moment,
so I don't believe it,
If I believe, I might start to
Fall, I couldn't take the pain
a second time, but when you
turn and see, I think
to hell with being killed,
Here and now, all that matters,

I could try and think
The billion things that
Could be said,
Words, letters, I've
Practised, But no time.

I will always love you,
No matter what the price,
I have to pay, it'll never
End, the ongoing affection,
I see us together, united
Until death, life filled
With the small compliments,
The little kisses, subtle glances.

I see the conflicts,
Battles, arguments,
The misunderstandings,
That's what makes us
Human, that's what
Makes it fun, what
Makes it worth it.

We're here,
And our lives are short,
We should enjoy
Whatever it is
We have fallen into,
Soak up every last minute,
Before it gets broken.