With love comes pain and with pain comes depression.
So, yes I am afraid of falling in love again.
If you ask me my first love not only did he hurt me.
He made me experience something so tragic that words aren't enough to describe such torture.
I didn't see it coming when I fell in love.
So I don't know what to expect from love or a man.
If and when I do learn to love again, I hope you are ready to deal with me and my complicated self.
I am not an easy person to understand and I don't want to be either.
Your job isn't to figure me out.
I want difficult.
So if you want me, it must be forever because temporary doesn't exist for me.
I pray our love never fades... that we never get comfortable.
I want to have you, hold you and let you know what this love I have for you is only yours.
You are mine and I am yours only.
I am here to stay.
Someone to be there through my ups and downs.
To catch me when I fall to print your joy and love on my walls of strengthen and resilience.  
To see right through the glass windows and feel the heat of our love awake me.
Love deeply...
To hold
To touch
To feel
To desire one another as if we've known each for years.
I can't wait to travel and explore the world with you.
For late night talks until the sun rises and we fall asleep in each other's arms.
For everyday adventures
I can't wait to be hold by you my love.