In my girlhood all I ever seen
was the pains and rain of darken dreams
all I had ever known
was how to make it out on my own,
I made my mistakes
I walk the line
I see the dead
I see the blind of all times,
Oh, how my world had been darkened
I didn't have a mother or father
that was ever around
and when they where
The pains be gain some more,
I lived a life of the poor
I had been born into a world
of true darkness;
a place that is never nice
I would always wander what it was like
to be on the other side,
I am woman that is my right
I am beautifully made
that is my own rights to say
But in this darken place
envy eyes are always on me,
They talk so much badness
just to keep love away from me
where happiness could never find me
I got lost into darken dreams
that keeps me always on the edge
but I will never love my mind,
I will always keep my eyes
on the brighter side
I know in time God will let his Love shine
he will find me at the right time.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1988

The Queen Of Darken Dreams