A letter to myself: “We're back here again, this yearly cycle. Start by hearing your voice from the past, ask not why but how, and keep your web strong. It’s ok now, things will get better for us, all of us. Now that the secret is out, explore the doors that open, and expect some to be painful. Hats are your friends, they will hold you and keep you warm. A double sided symbol, to show your life each day, for the rest of your life. The sounds may be stolen by winds, but ink is heavier than air. Heaven and hell, there is no difference to me, there is only the moment, so snap out of this dream world. Two quotes in my mind, ‘You must let these words run free’, ‘The only reason for life is the one you give it’.”