You might find me silly and vain, and quite possibly insane. I didn’t stop from humility, but from futility. Cause I was tired of screaming and fighting and the dogs they kept biting and scratching and begging and pleading. It was me they were needing. And the harder I pulled away, the more I had to pay. I think of the pain, standing in the rain, looking up at the sky, pretending I could fly.