What happened when you left
Broke us all apart
you brought her in our lives
and she broke both our hearts
I have refused to go one time before
it took you by surprise
I'm tired of empty promises
I can't take anymore lies
You said you wouldn't go back
you broke that promise too
you told me you never intended
to put me what you went through
she thinks its all dandy
she thinks its all the same
making me go back
is increasing all my pain
Days in, days out
no word from you at all
not even a simple text
saying "Sorry I missed your call"
I am your child
you said to put me first
but instead she's number one
and I'm the one who's hurt
just a simple answer
just saying sorry I'm busy
but instead it goes to voicemail
and its making me go crazy
why is it so hard
to believe my words
when I say im not going back
instead you make me hurt
Her last blow up
didn't kill me inside
okay, I get it, you cheated
but that didnt kill my pride
you did it to her
and even to mom too
so she thought that it would hurt
to know what she went through
I try and try again
my feelings don't ever show
I'm not ready to go back
But I've tried so hard to let go
So here is my last thought
that one last request
don't put me in that house
I'll let you clean up your mess