This is exhibit A. witness testify to a false maker of false hopes a dreamers dream disappearing on the lids of a waking being. So is the theme spoken in rainbow brilliance the soul is trapped in a toys body break me discard me no use for this this is exhibit B. a lifeless rendition of a restless warrior begging to be freed from his crime in watching his own hands children and a pregnant woman willing to sell her soul for redemption. Break him, discard him but never let him forget Time elapses travel to the future, Raggedy Andy and the soul a machine cold and calculating everyone wants one for Christmas unwrap the gift and sell it tomorrow wont get much out of it. Devoid of extraneous packaging it's lost it's worth and the scars are blessed tracing them with my tongue a willing conspirator in your lie that you live day to day. Praying to whatever that tomorrow you won't wake up and the pain will stop. Should have never beqeuthed my soul then because now I'll never let you go The welcomed touch of another to soothe the decay build a house of legos galore a horror left untold but whispered in empty space someday it will reach the ears all will be out of place the blessing of scars and the blessing of tides. Wash the dreams into reality yet with your eyes squeezed shut you cannot see the smiles I flash you from across the room. Another cold winter with plastic walls, the floor rough beneath my paper thin feet. I am getting older and your passion still falls to ripping me open and seeing what color I am today. Your dream is my hell. A reality we all want but some never have a blessing of the tides for you but not the patchwork of needle veins left on my heart A ragdoll sows well after unthreading unraveled secrets that are being spoken a hidden meaning in things known so well and held so dear the addict is addicted the silver polish of another exit and a feared exit (exist) picking away at the surface he is relieved to see his own reflection on fates tinderbox. Matches with his name on them and other wealth's of knowledge he cannot comprehend. I take in his apathy and replace him whole. Existence is superficial floating ecstacy through a ravers midnight meltdown the drugs that soothed soon are smoothed out of the system a gentle touch the softest if skin paper thin paper thin licking the edges and listening fast, a deep puff, euphorium. Wanting to play tonight the caterpillar sees, puffing his own blue smoke fast. bloodshot eyes hide the daylight from your stolen afternoon. The headboard begs for some grease, let's at today, my love, let's break me again The twins of wonderland and the cat disappearing a story forever after faintly breathing from the lips of the souls sought wondering sharing a shotgun with a confidant the after taste sour and strained. Not enough we all see into your twisted head. Plucking on my heart strings too rough. Wanting to see me bleed. Not this time the queen of hearts will soon beat you with a flamingo and send you flapping through the hourglass a king of king and clams A nursery rhyme for all children to sleep a child's toy finally dies leaving behind soiled