The phrase fall in love can be misleading. Sometimes it's less of a graceful, gentle swell a sort of feeling that slowly seeps into your soul, but more like a smack in the face or a missing step. You know that feeling you get where foot finds air? But infused with a giddy naivety which for a second makes you feel ageless. One minute everything's normal, business as usual the next, it's like you were never really alive at all. You say their name, and it's a name like others, but there's a taste when you say it. Something's different, something's shifted. I remember once when I was very young. A teacher wanted me to read the board. I couldn't I told her, it was too far. I was in the front row. When they slipped the lenses over my eyes, the world exploded. Colors and hues, things never noticed. Falling for someone can be like that. A sweet collision of realities. An inexplicable deep attraction. The terror of a hundred new possibilities. The feeling like you are approaching a mental cliff. Knowing full well you're jumping regardless. Sometimes you fall in love, sometimes you just find yourself there.