The light in your eyes is fading fast Like a bladed glass , I try to keep up a good front that Nothing's wrong , But inside my head and my heart Are constantly fight who's right and Who's wrong , As soon as I feel I can grasp for air And go ahead and let the pain's run In ,and accept that you are long gone I can move along , The taste of happiness has faded away To another place and silence made Home , This feeling that I feel that is holding me Captive within myself , Feels as if someone pulls out the rug. And I fall off my feet onto my face , My heart does feel a beat. And I have strong faith in you to see Me through in Jehovah's name, I don't want to give up , but this is too Much pain that won't go away , This is killing me slowly within why I Am holding it all in, But how much can one person take. I try with all my might. As darkness try's so hard to fall over Me when death has taken its course , This is not who I'm supposed to be. I always try to remain bright in the love Of Jehovah God ; But this time my heart holds dimering Light of a lost life and I must get my Feeling back right, So I call on yo Jehovah to let me run Free until I have finely found me . And now I am asking Jehovah God To dust me off from all my sinful ways And let me see brighter days to run In the race .