I Cried To You

There is a great deal of depression that has
Overtaken my soul of long ago when I lost
My control over what is right or wrong;
It was like a sad love song and the rain that
Floods deep within,

I was too young to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try ,
I was only two when I started crying out to you .
You touched my little heart from the start ,

I would get down on my knees asking you
Please make the hurt stop ;
Into every inch that makes me whole would
Be you Jehovah that kept my soul ,
Of long ago.

I would cry deep in the night asking why did
She doesn't love me and why did my father leave
Me even without a word of goodbyes ,
Their ware no words of what was right in my life ,

All I have known was all that was wrong with no one in
My life that loved me ; I almost died in my teens
And my mother didn't even come to see me .
But you did that day and you had spoken in my heart
Saying you love me from the start ,

When your mother and father had left you off long ago
I had never let you go , this I put down in my book
For all to know you are mine along with many of
My kind , This world is so blind they cannot see what
I need them to be , But you my little one you are where
I need you to be ,Let your heart sing.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)