I am tired (I know) of the
what if’s, the what was
or what will be.

I am tired of the emotions
(inside) which seem to
control my thoughts.

I am tired (do you know?) of the
conflict between
the ‘what this is’ and
‘what this is not’.

Because it is: neither
and/or; it is/ is not; both
and neither.

I am tired (I think) of
being tired. Of keeping
it together; not cracking
on the surface.

Because honesty this time has
failed to cure these
symptoms,
like before.

I am tired. Just
tired.

But I won’t let
You go.