these days its not that hard. but i hate you so much. i hate you for having everything. pretending like you cared. you had me. then you threw me out. i put my heart in your hands. you sat at your table with your knife and fork, and ate it. until there was nothing left i hate you. i hate you for leaving. i hate you for being okay, after everything. your still okay. its like nthing happend. your so **** for being better then me.