They're telling me to stop.
stop breathing.
stop thinking.
stop thinking im okay.
They're telling me to start.
start cutting.
start bruising.
start thinking bad thoughts.
start locking myself up inside.
i look around,
theres no one there.
who are they ?
why are they doing this to me.
its like im bound.
bound in my mind.
i think 'they' might be 'me'
i dont want to come to reality.
i dont want to know that its actually me causing all this pain.
i hear voices when theres no one around.