I said "I love you too." And she smiled and stared through Dirt clutching eyes Silence. Like a flesh eating black bear Slipped in between us in the Crumb filled sheets "What are you thinking about?" She asks Why did they always ask that? They want you to say something Dramatic. Meaningful. I want to leave you and sever the heads of 1000 roses from their stems Call the moon a ******* And finally, jump from a massive Steel bridge "I dont know..." i say "Are you ok babe?" "...yea..." i say "Whats wrong tell meeee.... What are you thinking about?" Oh...****... And how could i say that I was daydreaming about a Full grown black fighting bull Escaped from the bull rings of spain Bloodied and running As fast as it could in moonlight Through wild spanish flowers Through the rain Through deep gulps of freedom fresh Mist Crying laughing dying Only wanting to keel over and die Tongue out and alone In a patch of bright Non exotic flowers....