goodbye love.
I guess this is truly it.
hadn’t imagined this day would come,
but here it is.
slamming me in the chest like a car wreck.
Do your best to recover from my addiction,
After all,
You will be the true one to strive from our separation.
Ignore the conflict,
regress the true moments between us,
The ones where we truly only had one desire,
the desire to feel something other than complete isolation.
A life which we were both too used to living
You were there for me,
when I had been broken time after time.
I think that's what did me in.
That,
And the damage I caused to Her.
My first ever loss,
That has overfilled my tank with regret.
When I found you,
I was already broken too far.
Cheated on,
Lied to,
Time
After
Time.
I've been wronged so many times,
It's destroyed everything that was once innocent.
The soul that once was has been tainted for some time now.
After all,
Damaged goods are worth nothing to the merchant.
Ultimately,
I'm sorry for putting this burden on you.
My toxic influence is too much for any women to handle.
My promise was sincere,
I will always be there for you.
But this Is the end.
There's no purpose for me anymore.
I vowed you as my last hope,
I..
Yes,
I will be moving on in another way.
A way that will satisfy us both.