I dated a guy once He said I love dating a poet They see detail like artists but explain it in a way we can all understand They see pain and and express it to give hope They don't deny thair love even if it is wrong
I loved that man and I still do But a week ago he said I can't keep this up You see flaws in me that I turn a blind eye to You make it all seem fine when there is nothing as such All I can do is be my self but you make me seem more and less all at once He has not talked to me since
I can't say if it is my fault But if I can see, should I be to blame all ofl his imperfections that he saw in himself I only saw the truth The truth that he is The truth that no body else was him But who am to say these things even if I see them Even if I still love him It pains me now to look backwards and know all I said I would not take back Maybe I'm stubborn or selfish but I love him too much to not say my mind He is as great as I say even if he won't say it in turn
I do not pity him for not seeing himself as he is I just wished he could see who I am A man who always wanting to meet a standard A man who never found a standard The boy who wished for love And doubted it would ever come The person who finally found what he was looking for and loved what he found But none of that mattered anymore I lost my love
I'm not so naive to say he was my last Hell no! He's not that **** special I will go out again with my knowledge and not wait but look for some one else Someone that I once thought was impossible to find To seek the happiness I sought because I had it once and lost it And I need to let out my feelings that I once kept to my self If I could talk to him one last time I would not say I loved him I would not say I hate him but I would thank him Thank him for the experience And for his truth and give him this poem and say you made me better you are not me, and I am not you. I will alwase live with you in my heart But I won't let that shackle me down. I am not the man that fell in love with you I am better I will never be the same