Until God calls me home I will walk in this world taken on a life time war where darken dreams are made I fight the hurt that gives me so much pains the cuts brings on rain all this life holds is pains of its own tears do fall like raindrops where souls are cold walking alone with no love are a home I've been living but not the way I would like to be living This pain alone takes on more then I could hold but I always stand bold in a world so cold still cold as ice is this darken life only the darkness knows what it is I feel but the Light knows what is in my heart what my spirit revealed I've got no choice but to live out these dreams while reality unfolds .