You are always on the edge of my mind most of the time I walk around in a daze as if I had a spell cast upon me I could feel your coldness every where I go you are on the edge of me you play with my mind you tell me lies all the time just to keep me confused about you My love you say my love you are my way I hear your voice night and day when it comes to you I can not fight I hold my pillow hoping it would come to an end I can't help myself I am always thinking about you every time when I go to my bed I can remember your touch I have tried with all my might to get You off my mind this is a fight deep within you test me most of the time just to see what is on my mind I close my eyes and all I see you Oh ,this is making me so blue Because I know I cannot win I hold you in my mind but in my heart I don't You are so faraway I cry each and every day just wishing I was free What must my poor heart to do to keep me away from you I try to block my ears from hearing you but that is something I could never do no matter how I try you are always on my mind you call me out by name even in my darken dreams I start to scream hoping you would leave I sat at the edge of my bed I start to pray for your voice to end when I got trough crying I started feeling like I was dying I looked out my window wishing you was doing the same I started calling out your name in a way of love but how could that be When I put myself back into bed I gone to sleep to a darken dream when morning made its way everything was like a dream You was stand right by me .