I've been trying to understand
The feelings that has haunted me all this time,
So many poems have been created,
So many songs have been sung
Just for you.

I couldn't even believe myself,
You have been in my thoughts
Ever since I saw you in the eye,
You've bought all of my dreams,
Even the smallest part of my hope,
You've taken all of it.

I keep running towards your shadow,
And yet in the end of the road,
I still deeply remember,
You calmly closed your eyes,
And my mind was shattered.
You said that hope was long gone,
And my heart was done.

But, here I am,
Still waiting for you,
Make sure whenever I call your name,
All of the stars above will laugh at me,
Looking at my body,
Keep wishing that your heart was belong to me,
Yet still slowly pictured your smile,
Quietly captured your gorgeous glimpse,
Over and over again.

These days,
I kept wandering in my thoughts,
Is it a miracle,
Or is it a curse,
That I kept on reminiscing your names in my head,
And let me,
Just let me sing a song for you,
Or at least write you a simple poem,
To let go all of my burdens,
You do not have to consider my feelings,
Cause I already know,
That dreams will not coming around anymore.